New baby

So.....as most of you know Tony and I are planning to have another baby....eventually. We were going to start trying in August but now with the new teaching job it will probably be put on hold. It's really a weird feeling thinking about having another baby. How will it effect our lives? My biggest fear is wondering how I can share my love between Eric and the new baby. I mean, I love Eric with all my heart, I can't imagine loving anything more that I love him. How would I share my heart between two babies? It's really a scary feeling. The only thing I keep thinking is that I will love the new baby less, which is just a sad thought. I guess most new mothers go through the same things, but it just makes me re-think having a new baby. Also, how much I worry about Eric is just unbelievable. How could I worry about two babies.....I think I would just go crazy. Anyways, just thought I'd get that off my chest.