So, I found out today that I'm not pregnant yet. It's a very weird feeling. Last time, first try and it worked. This time....not so much. But, I was sick during "that time" and there weren't very many...hmm..opportunities I guess. I guess, if anything, it gives me more time to lose more weight. I'm trying to see the good things so I'm not so sad about the situation. I talked to my mom this morning, where she informed me that it took her 3 years. Not something I really wanted to hear at that moment. I can't imagine 36 let downs.
I think it's harder because last time was so easy. We weren't even really trying, we were "not, not trying" as we called it. Maybe that works better, haha. I'll just start calling it that. I guess I just expected it to happen the first time. I'm not really sure how I feel. I'm kind of sad, but there's another feeling and I don't know how to explain it. It's not sadness, almost like an emptiness I guess. I mean, I had hoped that something was growing inside of me, and now knowing that there's nothing there it's just a little, well, empty.
Anyways, just thought I'd get something on here. Try to keep it up to date, haha. There's always next month. :)
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Saturday, January 17, 2009
I'm just not good at this blogging thing.
Well, what have I missed? Oh, my birthday, Christmas, and New Years. So...for my birthday, my mom took me to see the musical "Cats" in Costa Mesa. Last birthday I got to see Wicked, so I think it's going to be a little tradition from now on....I hope. It was lots of fun and I really enjoyed seeing it.
Christmas was great! My dad came down form Southern California. I'm glad he got to see Eric. It's been a year since he was here and Eric has grown a ton! Anyways....Eric got spoiled this year (when doesn't he?). He got a Cars couch, a mini jungle gym, a jeep, a train set, a Cars desk/toy chest, lots of clothes and other smaller toys. Too much really. His room is stuffed! Especially because we can't put his jungle gym outside because of the snow....so it's in his room.
I got a new watch, a digital picture frame, a XBOX game, and much more. I also got a new wedding ring for my anniversary to match my engagement ring. I love it....it's so pretty!
Also....kind of big news...Eric had surgery yesterday on his ears to get tubes placed in his ear drums. He's been having lots of ear infections and his speech is delayed, so it was coming. He's doing really well though, the recovery was like 2 hours long, and the surgery on lasted like 15 minutes.
Anyways, I think that's it for now. I promise I will try to post pictures. :)
Christmas was great! My dad came down form Southern California. I'm glad he got to see Eric. It's been a year since he was here and Eric has grown a ton! Anyways....Eric got spoiled this year (when doesn't he?). He got a Cars couch, a mini jungle gym, a jeep, a train set, a Cars desk/toy chest, lots of clothes and other smaller toys. Too much really. His room is stuffed! Especially because we can't put his jungle gym outside because of the snow....so it's in his room.
I got a new watch, a digital picture frame, a XBOX game, and much more. I also got a new wedding ring for my anniversary to match my engagement ring. I love it....it's so pretty!
Also....kind of big news...Eric had surgery yesterday on his ears to get tubes placed in his ear drums. He's been having lots of ear infections and his speech is delayed, so it was coming. He's doing really well though, the recovery was like 2 hours long, and the surgery on lasted like 15 minutes.
Anyways, I think that's it for now. I promise I will try to post pictures. :)
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