2 lines

I'm so excited, but I'm trying not to get too excited because it's so early. I literally woke up from a nap today, figured might as well, and took the test. I wasn't expecting to see the second line show up, since many haven't recently. Then, I kind of saw a second line, I kept thinking, I'm wanting to see so I'm making it up in my head, and I put the test down. I picked it up a few minutes later and realized the second line was clearly there. I ran up the stairs so Tony could check it. Definitely positive. So, that's my news. :) Oh, also, the Ellen show we went on will be on on Monday, we'll definitely be on TV since we were on an aisle and Ellen dance right next to us.

Ellen Show

Tony and I are going to see the Ellen show this coming Thursday. I'm so excited! I can't wait to find out who is going to be on. We won't find out until we get there. I'll let you know when it's on so you can watch it. :)

They're not pink!

I don't know why they call them pink slips. They're not pink, and it's a packet, not a slip. So, I may not have a job next year. I knew it was coming but it really doesn't make it any easier. I finally got my dream job, and it may be taken away. It just really sucks. Do I even start looking for another job? There's a chance that I may get the job back, even up to the first day of school next year. If I find another job somewhere else, that means moving, but then if I get asked to come back here, do I move back? I really want to raise Eric here and I want to teach here. I don't know how I'm going to be able to give that up.
Sorry, if all this doesn't make sense...it's just frustrated, depressed, stressed, rambling.