New baby

So.....as most of you know Tony and I are planning to have another baby....eventually. We were going to start trying in August but now with the new teaching job it will probably be put on hold. It's really a weird feeling thinking about having another baby. How will it effect our lives? My biggest fear is wondering how I can share my love between Eric and the new baby. I mean, I love Eric with all my heart, I can't imagine loving anything more that I love him. How would I share my heart between two babies? It's really a scary feeling. The only thing I keep thinking is that I will love the new baby less, which is just a sad thought. I guess most new mothers go through the same things, but it just makes me re-think having a new baby. Also, how much I worry about Eric is just unbelievable. How could I worry about two babies.....I think I would just go crazy. Anyways, just thought I'd get that off my chest.

Thought I'd give it a try.

So I guess this is the new thing. I have to say, I've never been too big on letting the world know what I'm thinking, but it's summer and I'm bored, so what the hell. I'll warn you right now, I probably won't post every day like some of the die-hard "bloggers" do, but I'll try to keep it up to date I guess. I figure, I'm getting older now and telling Eric all about mommy's day just isn't the same. I'll also try to keep you updated on baby Eric, who let me tell you, isn't so much of a baby any more. Well, I guess that's it for my first blog. Hope you enjoyed it.